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Monday, September 7, 2009

16.

it'll be fast entry.

I'm in Cracow now, which makes me quite happy. I got brand new laptop and I love it. its name is: Franek (EN: Frank) Junior (my first laptop's name was also Franek, second hasn't got name, maybe that's why it broke down?).

currently I try hard (?) to pass second year in Ukrainian philology. I got 3 exams left. tomorrow I'm writing rather hard paper (and have to write it if I want to study this further) and I really, really hope, that I really understand what I think I understood while learning. we'll see.

it's past midnight here and I must say I'm a bit hungry, but my fridge is empty. got only remnants of mayonnaise and cheese. will shop tomorrow.

and I'm surprised that yesterday I upgraded mine wordpress WITHOUT any problems! just need to work new theme out and it'll be REALLY perfect!

also I got ambivalent feelings. there are 2 great concerts (free!) here, but probably I'll be home then. well, at least at first (19th Sept.), 'cause I hope I get here to the second (27th Sept.).

I sometimes (rarely) wonder if ANYBODY reads it? rhetorical question.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

15.

well, and it's two months later now. I was a bit busy since then, so wasn't writing here at all. but now I'm free, got summer holidays and I could use my brain a little and externalize myself here a little.

I successfully repeated my high school exams in German and did 20% better. this little success allowed me to begin my second studies and from October on I start Swedish philology. it's kinda my dreams came true, but I don't know, I'm a bit scared and concerned.

two months and one day later

and yet another month came by. I just created and deleted livejournal account, and decided that I prefer to stay here.

next week I'm going back to Cracow. well, only for 2 weeks, but I'm happy, 'cause then only two weeks and I'll be there permanently (almost). and, of course, I'll be dying to get back home later. you can't always get what you want, that's for sure.

Friday, May 15, 2009

14.

I'm over my monthly data transfer limit and now my Internet has max. speed of 32 KB/s. and right now it's slower than Cohen's ballads. I hardly can browse websites and play MafiaWars and Texas HoldEm Poker on Facebook. for the record - YES, I'm a Facebook addict.

anyway my week was rather good. I need to catch up a little as it comes to my classes, but I'll be OK. on Thursday I was on a discussion about Ukraine and it's future. it was really interesting and the panelists were just great, e.g. Oleksandr Doniy, who is one from Verkhovna Rada deputies. there were of course questions from the audience and some girl from Ukraine asked for whom should she vote during presidential election in the Ukraine. I also we found out, that in their electoral law they can vote against all candidates. that's a clever option! [that I wrote yesterday] and her second question was, whether it wouldn't be so bad at all if there won someone, who came out to be a dictator and ruled their country. and it occured to me how desperate they have to be, if some of them have such thoughts. and they know history, they know what happened. of course, one always thinks 'bout best course of action, however usually worse course of action happens.

I wish I wrote more, but can't find appropiate words on theme friendship. but they will come, won't they?

Monday, May 4, 2009

13.

I've been trying hard to write down my thoughts onto my "first blog". but at the moment I'm incapable of doing it. and it pisses me off a bit, because I started couple times and each single time I was deleting what I wrote. sometimes it's hard to humour myself. not to mention others.

recently I've been watchin' a lot of stargate: atlantis. and it just feels right to me. I feel fine. like my mate said once: I'm among friends. yeah, I am. I do not have to think 'bout reality, problems, sicknesses, university etc. lately I enjoy being between border of dreams and reality. I lay on my bed, close my eyes and I'm sailing away.

geez, my computer is annoying me! after I tried to clean keyboard it stopped to work properly and sometimes it doesn't react to my actions. and also it has got too little RAM. and I have no money to buy more. and I've got to buy new mouse. money makes the world go round... (e.g. "o"-key is not always reacting the way it should)...

well, it's almost 2.30 AM, I think I go get some sleep.

I don't know why it's easier to write about nothing in English than in Polish?